8 days to go

few more day's to go and he's gone .... I hate myself for not stopping him from going ... I don't want him to leave ... Just now a friend of mine tell me that he is wondering what and why am i interested to that guy.... And actually I'm wondering it myself... I don't know what do i like him for ... The fact is I'm in love wit him... And yes ... i truly deeply in love with him.... So , 8 day's to go and he's gone .... And he got sick today ... So i can't see him of course I'm sad coz didn't see him .... And i hope that i can see him today coz i started to miss him and i wonder how am i gonna survived 90 day's without him ....

Love You

Not a good time for me

Last night, he tell me a bad news's ... he say he's going outstation for 3 month ... It's make me sad when he start caring and saying thing that make me busted into tear's.. I can't stand myself from crying because I'm staring to fall for him deeper .... This is the second time i cry for a guy ... Never though that i would cry for him ... All i know wish now is he won't be going there... And he could stay here and be with me .... I can't a single day without him ... It's sound like i need him badly and yes i really do need him badly .... He say " take care of yourself don't drink too much beer when going clubbing if not headache again " T^T thx for caring .... but i want u here more than those word... When I'm crying last night i heard this song and just discovered the meaning of the song ....

淚了 by 東城衛 & 曾沛慈 ..... Love this song very much ... Love the meaning in it....

Never though that I'll fall a guy this deep .... And this time ... I really like this guy ... The problem is ... I can't stop him.... From going.....

Thank you for appearing in my life...

Thank you for making my life this wonderful ...

Thank you for colouring my little world up ....

Thank you for all the caring n all the joy u bring to me ...

Translation in English

Sun is about to be up
Can you not leave?
Silence is like a sad song
The covered vision is blurred

You are leaving
Taking away all the happiness too
The sweet memories fall apart
Tired, disheartened, I cried

When the meteor flashed pass
We made a wish
To be together, never to separate
How come you gave up?

Stars are glistening
Like your tears
Silently go across
When you let go
And left
Have you hesitated about leaving me?

Tears are glistening
And I try to hold it off
Not dare to let it drop
I’m still waiting in the darkness
But you have already left me

You have left me
When I wake up from the dream, what is left?
The happiness I want disappeared
Your heart had once belonged to me

When the meteor flashed pass
We made a wish
To be together, never to separate
How come you gave up?

Stars are glistening
Like your tears
Silently go across
When you let go
And left
Have you hesitated about leaving me?

Tears are glistening
And I try to hold it off
Not dare to let it drop
I’m still waiting in the darkness
But you have already left me

All the happiness we had
I still remember
Memories are still swirling
Why has love stopped
We are both tired

Stars are glistening
Like your tears
Silently go across
When you let go
And left
Have you hesitated about leaving me?

Tears are glistening
And I try to hold it off
Not dare to let it drop
I’m still waiting in the darkness
But you have already left me

Translation in Chinese

天快亮了
能不能別離開呢
沉默像首悲傷的歌
捂上視線卻模糊了

你要走了
也帶走所有快樂
甜蜜的片段散落了
疲倦了心冷了我哭了

那流星閃過
我們許下一個願望
要在一起 絕不分離
你怎麼放棄了

星空在閃爍
像你的眼淚
悄悄劃過
當你放開了手
離開的時候
有沒有一點捨不得我

淚光在閃爍
而我的眼淚忍住
不敢墜落
我還留在黑暗中守候
你卻已經遠遠離開我

離開我了
夢醒了還剩什麼
我要的幸福消失了
你的心曾經屬於我的

那流星閃過
我們許下一個願望
要在一起 絕不分離
你怎麼放棄了

星空在閃爍
像你的眼淚
悄悄劃過
當你放開了手
離開的時候
有沒有一點捨不得我

淚光在閃爍
而我的眼淚忍住
不敢墜落
我還留在黑暗中守候
你卻已經遠遠離開我

有過的快樂
我都記得
回憶還旋轉著
愛怎麼停了
我們都累了

星空在閃爍
像你的眼淚
悄悄劃過
當你放開了手
離開的時候
有沒有一點捨不得我

淚光在閃爍
而我的眼淚忍住
不敢墜落
我還留在黑暗中守候
你卻已經遠遠離開我

Hope that I'll see you after 3 month ... And hope this 90 day's will make me realize how much i like you ...

And may be it's will prove how much do u really care about me... By that time , i will know what is true and what is fake to me ...

Take care my dear....

T^T

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CIKWpxlUdbQ&NR=1

what can change my mind?

Wow... i nearly forget bout my blog here... I guess i haven't blog for almost 2 month plus ...

Anyway recently I'm busy facebook-ing and also going with my friends... Meet up with new friends... Although it's not a right time to meet someone new.. I kinda hate my life... I meet someone on the wrong time ... Why something like this happen to me ? It's a good thing that we meet someone we like... but to me ... it's happening at the wrong time .... So , i been spending my time wit my friends... it's the most wonderful time i ever have ...

Here a story ... i met a guy... here the thing... I'm leaving ... Wat can i do? tell him that "hey, I'm leaving... don't waste ur time on me.." no way I'm telling him something like that... plus i wanna to see him ... i need him .... i love being wit him ... i love the way he smell ... i even love the way he kiss me.... Damn.... I'm so so so so going crazy .... Y.Y

If there's something that stop me from going there... i will stay .. but there's really nth that can stop me.. unless something bad happen ... but i don't wish something happen to me... Guess time to think it all over .... starting everything over again .... :S

Damai Here I Come~

Anyway , im going to Damai Beach for 3 days 2 night... LOL...

Time to go for a vacation... muahahahazzzz

Well will come back and upload some photo in....

Freaking Nuts

OMG~~!! Someone just chop my leg off.~~ Someone tie me up...

I been going out for almost everyday and everyday i did't come home early... WTH!!

The last time i blog is on Monday and i still remember that...

So on Tuesday , my friend come to my house with tear on her eyes.. Guess what.. she's fighting with her boyfriend... So i when out with her to the garden and her god-brother came along to see how she's doing ... Bla bla blah ... Skip that part... Not after a couple of minute , my father call me to go back home and wait for him ... Just to get those lil chick... ==" Then at night my friend come again to my house and say wanna visit one of my friend .. So we walk to her house and talk talk talk non stop ... After that , we when singing karaoke with some friends... LOL.. funny nite , cute nite , crazy nite... When home about 2 something...

Wednesday ...

Was home whole day woke up about 2 pm something ... =D

The first thing i do is online on facebook and get myself commenting up and down ....

At night ... I got a call from my friend....

N : I wanna ask u something... OK?

M : Ok. What u wanna ask ?

N : Do you wanna .....

M : Wanna go where?? CLUBBING???

N : Yes .. Go clubbing ... Wanna go?

M : Okok !! ON...

This is our lil conversation ... LOL... When out clubbing that day ... And guess what... My father call me in a sudden... He know that i when out..But dont know where to.. LOL.. It's freaking fun that day ... Just like that day ... Full of fun ... Plus it's the last day my friend is staying here... Coz she's going bck to JB the next day .. And i'm freaking drunk and i cry for 2 hour for i dont know why... I freak alot of ppl up... My friends , my jiu jiu (uncle ), my man =] ( glad he call ) ...

I'm really so so sorry for wat i do that day ... I really scared lots of ppl up that day ... On that night ... I when home around 1 AM .. =D

Thursday

That day i when to sing at 'the sPring ' at "K-Box" with my other group of friends...

Well first we when there to ave something to eat... Then when singing until 11 something... It's crazy that night... My friends is crazy.. LOL... I'm crazy tooo.... When home about 12 AM ....

Friday

When clubbing that day with a friend... Her bf is a DJ in one of the pub's in Travillion... Playing card whole nite ... Meeting a friend there for the first time ... Coz sometime we talk on msn and facebook and for few times.... So it's funny coz he when to look for me .. But he did't c me ... LOL... I see he's looking for me ...And he texted that he didt see me ... So i told him i saw u .. wearing in black t's ... So i ask him to come bck again .. Talk with him for few minute .. :P

So that day i keep on playing card and drinking.. But not much just abit .. That day i when home about 3 AM something .. I'm darn unlucky that day ... LOL... Got home and wanna to open the door...The door is LOCK from inside.... ==" And my phone is ...... SHUT DOWN!!! coz out of battery ... So i been shouting my cousin up for few time.. She did't hear me ... Then i shout even louder and my other cousin come down n open the door for me... Darn it's embarrassing ...

Saturday

Lot's of things happen on Saturday tho.... When for reunion dinner ate lots of food.. After that , my friend msg me .. Asking me wanna go for movie then to clubbing.. Then i say ok.. When bck home after reunion dinner then wait for my friend to pick me up and when for movie ... After the movie sure we when clubbing .. It's Saturday everyone is going to be crazy ... So on the way to clubbing..... Something unexpected happen... ROAD BLOCK !!! WTH!! The police stop us and ask us to walk out from the car.. Check the car if there's drug on or anything ... I can only say that we just ave a bad day ... All the police want is money... They ask for RM50 , so WTH we just ave to give him ... If not there will be a summon paper to pay... After that we when clubbing , but only for about 20 minute ...SuX

After that when to ave something to eat.. McD hahazzz after that we when to a friend house... LOL... When there to talk and play with the lil poodle... So cute ~~ When home about 4AM ...

Sunday....

Hmm.. it's today... Actually nothing much happen today ... I got woke up by my friend call... Ask me wanna go for karaoke .. Actually i dont feel like going coz im so so tired .. Wanna rest for a day .. End up i still go... And it's super high today =D

The first time i sing until lost my voice.. hahahzzz.. Super fun singing today ... After i get bck home rest for about a hour or something .. My friend call me again and asked me out..When out for the last time like this ... hahazz No more being a crazy gal.... Got home around 2AM ...

Im Insane....

WTH!! I dont know am i going crazy or wat.. Been like a crazy gal..Going out non-stop... =-="

@fainted

Last Saturday i when clubbing with my friends... Ok it's fun ... But somehow something make me going crazy... =-=" when bck after my friend got a msg from her sis saying tht there's "sapu" nearby the pub... so we when off and go to "Petanak" and "lim teh" again ... we when home about 3 or 4 i guess...

Sunday my friends pick me up and we go "lim teh" then round round .. And she got in a accident ... yiks... our bad.... then i dont know why i follow them to smoke... ish ish ish ... i memang gila.... then got home about 2 something ...

Then on Monday .... When to "Kenyalang" to ave something to eat after that my friend.. Then when to "lim teh" like usual... LOL... Then at night we when to "the sPring" "K-Box" to sing sing lorh ... Donno why today "lai dian" want to sing de lorh .. ahahazzz But still fun larh ... N when bck around 1.20 Am like that.... hiak hiak....

Life is really fun ... But oso cnt like tht play larh ... Sure will crazy soon.. It's Tuesday tomorrow .. or shall i say its today... hahazzz ^^ anyway ave a nice day and time to hit the sack... hehe

A day that i can say bored ..

Hmmm it's Tuesday now and i still haven't see #someone# that i wait for 2 week...

It' kinda tired and bored to wait and wait and wait....

So what ?

Now i'm doing hair treatment and blogging ...

@ crazying

Nothing interesting happen today coz i did't when out ...

Some friends are kind enough to ask me out , but i'm lazy to go out ... hahazz

One of my friend call me and ask "Do you wanna go sing? "

and i answer "No" why? coz i'm tired and wanted to clean my room up....

blah blah blah...~~

After that another friend ask me wanna go shopping ?

and i answer her " No." again ...

On the afternoon i msg #someone# and i though he won't reply me ...

@laughing ....

He did reply me and i'm happy coz i though he is busy enough until can't reply my msg...

I really wanna see him ... :( really miss him very much... Don't know when he is going to be free..

@missing him again :(

Anyway one last thing ~~

My Salary ~~!

At last i'm getting my salary ... =D

After getting my salary i won't spend it all...

I'm using some of my money to do some clarity ...

So.. i'm getting myself busy ...

Time to stop blogging ... Will blog another day .. hahazzz....

Lub everyone ...

Flash Flash Flash ~~~

Sunday .. Always a lovely day to do stuff ^^

I did something happy today .. :D

I found some of my classmate and friends :)

Really miss them very much and hoping to see them again...

5 years pass like a lighting , everyone change including me ..

Suddenly i feel very happy...

Good things happen before Chinese New Year for me ?

LOL.. I'm wordless right now .. Too happy to know what to say..

@laughing

Other than that.. I'm abit disappointed with someone ... :(

Haven't see him for 2 week i guess... Kinda miss him very much...

Wish to see him tomorrow ...

And Last And Only!!

My SALARY!!!

I'm really piss talking bout my salary ...

Been waiting for a long time ... Ughhh

Hope i can received my salary on Monday..

If not i'm sure complaining to the Human Resource...

I mean what i say...

It's almost Chinese New Year ... Plz just give me my salary...

Don't waste my time and your time playing those stupid stuff...

How long I'm Going To Wait??

i feel terrible this few days... I been waiting for my salary for over a month and now what i get? NOTHING in my account ... damn it ... What is the god wrong with you stupid company??? wasting my time going to the bank and getting nothing but "ang pao paper" gosh !!! Should i complain them to the Human Resources?? I will do that if you guys made me ... I'm freaking crazy right now ... If I'm getting my January salary on March I'm really going to be freaking crazy with that.... Anyway CNY is around the corner and so is Valentine.. Will it be different this time ?? Things will be good or bad? who knows... hahahaazzzz anyway i wish this year will be the best CNY for me... ^^ after next week CNY is at the corner.. yeahhhh!!!

wordless???

I feel moody this few days... Why so ??? I do feel like i'm being cheated...Ughhh im not going to say that much ... Some more my leg is in pain ... I'm tired with my work .... ughhh.... anyway i know know what i wanna talk or write anymore... my life is darn ruin ....

Stories？？

Recently i done something that i never think of... I don't believe that i really do that... :P

Hmm.. this few days i'm happy with my life ... anyway CNY is on the block ... So hope to spend time with my friends and family .. Love being with them ... And hope this year will be a different time for me.. Valentine is on CNY ... that's really good and happy... LOL

I miss u ~~ my blog~~

ahhh.... miss the time of blogging and also studying....Been busy this few weeks.. Every time i think of blog sure there's thing i wanted to do.. Sometime i even don't have the time to blog or anything .... This days i'm busy with my work life... If i'm not wrong i already work for half month ... Starting it's very tired and now i'm use to it...
So as u all know today is 4th of January and it's the first day to school... I wonder how is it feel to be in school for everyone ... Actually school life is much relax and fun then working life... I wish i could turn back time and study.. For those that don't care bout studies... Please keep yourself home or working then keeping yourself on school doing nothing ....

Gonna blog next time... I'm very tired and i need some sleep... Take care guys....