Not a good time for me

Last night, he tell me a bad news's ... he say he's going outstation for 3 month ... It's make me sad when he start caring and saying thing that make me busted into tear's.. I can't stand myself from crying because I'm staring to fall for him deeper .... This is the second time i cry for a guy ... Never though that i would cry for him ... All i know wish now is he won't be going there... And he could stay here and be with me .... I can't a single day without him ... It's sound like i need him badly and yes i really do need him badly .... He say " take care of yourself don't drink too much beer when going clubbing if not headache again " T^T thx for caring .... but i want u here more than those word... When I'm crying last night i heard this song and just discovered the meaning of the song ....

淚了 by 東城衛 & 曾沛慈 ..... Love this song very much ... Love the meaning in it....

Never though that I'll fall a guy this deep .... And this time ... I really like this guy ... The problem is ... I can't stop him.... From going.....

Thank you for appearing in my life...

Thank you for making my life this wonderful ...

Thank you for colouring my little world up ....

Thank you for all the caring n all the joy u bring to me ...

Translation in English

Sun is about to be up
Can you not leave?
Silence is like a sad song
The covered vision is blurred

You are leaving
Taking away all the happiness too
The sweet memories fall apart
Tired, disheartened, I cried

When the meteor flashed pass
We made a wish
To be together, never to separate
How come you gave up?

Stars are glistening
Like your tears
Silently go across
When you let go
And left
Have you hesitated about leaving me?

Tears are glistening
And I try to hold it off
Not dare to let it drop
I’m still waiting in the darkness
But you have already left me

You have left me
When I wake up from the dream, what is left?
The happiness I want disappeared
Your heart had once belonged to me

When the meteor flashed pass
We made a wish
To be together, never to separate
How come you gave up?

Stars are glistening
Like your tears
Silently go across
When you let go
And left
Have you hesitated about leaving me?

Tears are glistening
And I try to hold it off
Not dare to let it drop
I’m still waiting in the darkness
But you have already left me

All the happiness we had
I still remember
Memories are still swirling
Why has love stopped
We are both tired

Stars are glistening
Like your tears
Silently go across
When you let go
And left
Have you hesitated about leaving me?

Tears are glistening
And I try to hold it off
Not dare to let it drop
I’m still waiting in the darkness
But you have already left me

Translation in Chinese

天快亮了
能不能別離開呢
沉默像首悲傷的歌
捂上視線卻模糊了

你要走了
也帶走所有快樂
甜蜜的片段散落了
疲倦了心冷了我哭了

那流星閃過
我們許下一個願望
要在一起 絕不分離
你怎麼放棄了

星空在閃爍
像你的眼淚
悄悄劃過
當你放開了手
離開的時候
有沒有一點捨不得我

淚光在閃爍
而我的眼淚忍住
不敢墜落
我還留在黑暗中守候
你卻已經遠遠離開我

離開我了
夢醒了還剩什麼
我要的幸福消失了
你的心曾經屬於我的

那流星閃過
我們許下一個願望
要在一起 絕不分離
你怎麼放棄了

星空在閃爍
像你的眼淚
悄悄劃過
當你放開了手
離開的時候
有沒有一點捨不得我

淚光在閃爍
而我的眼淚忍住
不敢墜落
我還留在黑暗中守候
你卻已經遠遠離開我

有過的快樂
我都記得
回憶還旋轉著
愛怎麼停了
我們都累了

星空在閃爍
像你的眼淚
悄悄劃過
當你放開了手
離開的時候
有沒有一點捨不得我

淚光在閃爍
而我的眼淚忍住
不敢墜落
我還留在黑暗中守候
你卻已經遠遠離開我

Hope that I'll see you after 3 month ... And hope this 90 day's will make me realize how much i like you ...

And may be it's will prove how much do u really care about me... By that time , i will know what is true and what is fake to me ...

Take care my dear....

T^T

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CIKWpxlUdbQ&NR=1